Name: Why Am I?
Duration: P00H03M18S
Description: Looking inward while navigating the outer world, Russell explores the ultimate question in this thoughtful song to close the album.

Why Am I?

from Pleasure Center (2024) by Benjamin Russell

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Looking inward while navigating the outer world, Russell explores the ultimate question in this thoughtful song to close the album.

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WHY AM I? - lyrics by Elyce and Benjamin Russell

Sun sets somewhere on mountains by the sea
And I wish I were there - maybe then I'd feel free

Look in the night sky - see the light of a star
And I wonder if I will ever know where we are

Why am I feeling this way?
Why am I feeling this way?
Why am I?

Whether chained to our home or wanderlust
Are we just being the way that we must?
If it all seems hard or way too easy
Is it only destiny?

Why am I feeling this way?
Why am I feeling this way?
Why am I?

Whether life seems hard or way too easy
Is it only destiny?

Why am I feeling this way?
Why am I feeling this way?
Why am I?

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from Pleasure Center (2024), released February 7, 2024

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Benjamin Russell Montreal, Québec

Benjamin Russell is a multi-genre singer-songwriter, painter, graphic artist, videographer, writer living in Montreal, Quebec.

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